I'm so sorry to hear that you are having to go through all this! And, believe it or not, I can totally relate to what you are going through. My sophomore year at college may have been centuries ago, but I can remember the feelings (and the pain) as vividly as if it was yesterday. I had an extremely tumultuous relationship that put me through an emotional wringer.
Yes, you will be ok eventually, but that doesn't make it any easier now. If you are anything like me, you will remember last night forever - and I think that's ok. Zan is fond of quoting "That which doesn't kill me makes me stronger". I tend to agree, especially when it comes to feelings. You deserve better, and I'm sure you will find it. But, in the meantime, boy, can life hurt!
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Date: 2005-10-27 09:05 am (UTC)Yes, you will be ok eventually, but that doesn't make it any easier now. If you are anything like me, you will remember last night forever - and I think that's ok. Zan is fond of quoting "That which doesn't kill me makes me stronger". I tend to agree, especially when it comes to feelings. You deserve better, and I'm sure you will find it. But, in the meantime, boy, can life hurt!
Hang in there!